Tuesday, January 10, 2006
i did something nice today. actualli it wasnt my idea. but i jus did as i was told and made her feel better. i bought chocolates for her. and went to ritz carlton to visit her. i noe she was going thru a hell of time.
a friend. she met with an accident. poor girl. it was raining heavily and she fell off her bike. and roll along the streets. no one was there to help her up. she went home. slept with her injuries. thinking of why must all these happened. and realised that this slip made her wake up. made her conscious of how a person can change. jus because of LOVE. how someone can let go of such a close friendship. just bcos of a bitch. oh wells. spent my night talking to her. somehow. i felt the heartache too. and the funny thing is im not exactly close to her. she is a friend's friend to be exact. someone who doesnt know how to take care of herself. dear me. hmphhmphhmph.
aniwae. i went out alone again. i went to walk arnd at suntec. and went to starbucks and read and had coffee b4 visiting. the feeling was great. i went to my ex workplace to have tea too. and then to the raffles courtyard to have some drinks. it was call tropical paradise or something. the ambience was nice. hahas. everything was nice todae. and somehow i begin to like life without anione onli myself. i mean like got friends but no other commitments. i feel so carefree. can do wadever u like and wan at wadever hour. but loneliness seeps in at times. haha.


shedded at 7:29 AM

MYSELF!
Felicia
Victoria-JC
Seventeen-Plus
Eighteen-October
Feli_cia36@hotmail.com
LOVES!
Volleyball
Fei Fei
Family
Xiao Ming
Years in Cedar
Mahjong Gang
Being Loved
WINNING(money and competitions)
EAT!

HATES!
Liars
Being Unwanted
To Lose
Having Regrets
Nightmares
all the IF ONLYs